Me and My Beast - 10/03/08

Well things are going fairly good thus the reason for not posting (I forgot). I'm now on Buspron or some such which is for anxiety. I've been anxious for a long time but I didn't think there was a solution to it other than deep breathing and relaxation tapes but these didn't work very well. Buspron is helping but I think I could use a higher dose. On a positive note, we moved in to our new place. It's a two bedroom but with an office of a good size. It's awesom, I've got satellite in the two bedrooms, the office and the living room. My family has been hugely supportive. My Mom's painted the whole house almost. We've compromised on the colours. :-) On a negative POV, my husband has left me because he wanted to stay in Kingston to stay at his place of employment. He told me this one week before I took the house which fucked my finances but I think I can make it through without him. His income would only be $500 after ODSP took their half. So I cut back on the savings for car repairs and general savings. I left the gift savings (pretty well my son's Xmas) the same. I think I'm in good shape, I'll end up with $1500 for my son's Xmas.

Well I just wanted to give an update which I have. Will talk to you soon.....

-- Update --
Things seemed a little rosier on this day.